Thursday, January 12, 2006
Social life and me as a Sikh
Why am I not the same?
I really wish I don’t have to answer this question. I mean its something that even if I do explain to some of my friends they don’t get it. Life is so important. Let’s just say the stuff I give importance too isn’t given importance by them.
Why don’t you chill anymore?
I hate going out like I use to. I just feel like I am wasting so much time. And if I do go out this questions keeps popping up in my mind : if I was going to die tomorrow would I be doing this today?
Some say I need to chill and not think about death and stuff but I CAN’T just chill and ignore it. What if I die? Am I ready to go? Well that only Guru Sahib knows but personally I feel that I am very all the way down there where spirituality is concerned and I have so much dirt from this life and my past life to clean.
Do I feel I am better than people?
No I don’t feel like I am better than anyone. I just have a different lifestyle now. I honestly feel like I am lower than everyone else. I just hope this feeling stay forever…
To Be Contd..
ya me knows exactlyyyy what you mean! is so difficult to get other people to understand like they just don't get it and still caryy on with all this trivial bullsh*t that doesn't matter now and will definately not matter when we leave this place!! gosh nothing beats Saadhsangat hey!! Vaheguru!! Dhan Guru Dhan Guru ke Sikh!!Post a Comment