Gurpreet Singh

Why am I not the same?

I really wish I don’t have to answer this question. I mean its something that even if I do explain to some of my friends they don’t get it. Life is so important. Let’s just say the stuff I give importance too isn’t given importance by them.

Why don’t you chill anymore?

I hate going out like I use to. I just feel like I am wasting so much time. And if I do go out this questions keeps popping up in my mind : if I was going to die tomorrow would I be doing this today?
Some say I need to chill and not think about death and stuff but I CAN’T just chill and ignore it. What if I die? Am I ready to go? Well that only Guru Sahib knows but personally I feel that I am very all the way down there where spirituality is concerned and I have so much dirt from this life and my past life to clean.


Do I feel I am better than people?

No I don’t feel like I am better than anyone. I just have a different lifestyle now. I honestly feel like I am lower than everyone else. I just hope this feeling stay forever…


To Be Contd..